Today 29 Sep 2012

I once again use blog... I was sad, but what can i do? I am angry but what can i do? What i was sad is about my mum, she did nothing wrong in this world but why did she got this things happen to her? She is going to have an operation soon on the Nov this year... I am angry because i cannot do anything at all... Why cannot that just to be me? My mum is a very good mum i can say this in this world no one can win her for sure... She took care of my grandma for over 9 years and yet she got this type of things happen to her... She use up her 9 years not going out just to take care of my grandma, the most she go is market that's all... How could this happen to her just like this? I REALLY WANNA ASK THE GOD!!! " ARE YOU GOING TO TAKE MY MUM AWAY FROM ME THIS TIME?!"... But i hope nope is the answer...

Years had pass i had came out from the NS now at work... Work in the same old company GROUP, this time round i think i'm going to work till Jan ba... Then i go study in ITE again... Hiz... Same things i gonna miss again that is her, for over the pass 5 years i still miss her... I hope that I could had forgotten her but i just can't do that... Now the only 2 things that can solve this problem that is No.1 She just appear in front of me or No.2 Another girl that had the same heart as her, but I can say it's a very hard thing to do for the two thing that i had say just now...