There was once a girl that went in to my heart... But now still no news of her... And it has been years till now i still thinking of her... She was once in my house and she was the first girl that went to my house and sleep, went she sleep and i looked at her see her sweet sleep i felt happy cause i think she is the someone that i had been looking for the girl with Innocence in her life that girl who says "you are the every first of my life, you given me the first birthday card were my family didn't give me, you given your care were my family didn't give me, you are the first person that hold my hand were my family didn't even do that." on that day i knew she likes me, she also say that to me, but she said that " Even if i like you but i'm scare that jie(her god sister/my god mei) also like you.". Then i did not say anything but in my heart i already accepted you... Till now my emotionally went up so high is because of you do you know everyday went i got nothing to do i will miss you, every now and then I've been waiting for you...??? Do you know how much i miss you and my heart had die 3years ago cause of you...??? But i think you had forgotten me, hiz... Years of waiting, missing, crying and emotionally just because of you do you know?... I think nope ba... How could you remember someone for so long? I guess you had found someone better then me le ba... If that's so then I'll accept the fate and congrats you ba...

But now the worst thing had come 2 weeks ago my grandma just pass away... Remember of her bring me to school, bring me to shopping, bring me to had a walk and more... but now it had all come to an end, i very unhappy cause every time i had to see you on bed waiting for the day that you could bring me to had a walk again but it had been 8 years plus le... And it will never happen again... Hiz... I was hoping to bring one girlfriend to let you see but, i didn't make it, everything turn to an ash le... Now even cannot have an Chinese New Year even i had ...