It started in my sec 4 were she is just sec 1...
The first time i met her then i asked her to be my gan mei and she acceapted me to be her gan kor. Were i still don't know any thing...
She stayed at my the other (ex gan mei) house for just one day then after the day she wanna meet me then i go meet her then i looked at her then i found out that i think she got alot of things in her heart...
At that day went me and her is just outside dthe (ex gan mei) house then i saw her hold family come find her then she tell me she don't wanna go home, then i say why. Then she say she will tell me wen we get out of here, then i said ok. After that i bring her to one block near there then she tell me everything about her family...
But the family had gone long time ago... Then i try to help her in any thing i can i even let her come my house stay... but my family don like her to stay cause she sleep at my room with my brother...
Then i can not do any thing so i sak my frendz for help none of them can help,so i started asking my gan di for help then also de same, no one can do any thing so i call her if she can torn outside but she say she very scare then i give her some money so that she can call my phone...
After afew day she got a fever then i was worry the i asy my gan di for help then he give me 1 panado then i gave it to her, then she ate it with water then i also cannot stay for long then i stay with her till about 10.30pm then i tell her i got to go but she don't want me to leave her just like that then i say i got to go later my parent will scold me for been late home then she say ok then the next day she get better then my heart get better then i go for my n level then she tell me to ja you wor then after exam i come out of the school then she was jus outside the school block whating for me then i go find her after we go outside eat cost i got not much money we share the food together then got afew time i called her to go home but she don't want then till the last day went i finally she listen to me that she go home... ...
And now the only thing left behind between us is the brithday card she gave me that write;
Hellow kor
Happy brithday. Haha how you? Do you best in
N level okey. don't make me worry. Haha just joking. Very sorry for that
day. I'm not angry but just sad that you angry at me. Don't cut
yourself okey. Do you best in your N level I support you.
Don't give up.
Don't Worry Be Happy.
HAPPY BRITHDAY
Then the next page...
You are so LUCKY
that I only tell you my secret
or any thing that
I feel SAD
LUCKY KOR... :P
Now i only hope she can come back to me... It's been about 3 year that i last saw her smileing...
To be... or not to be... that's the question,
once you make the final answer...
remember there's no way to turn back...
Yesterday is but just a day,
Tomorrow a vision of hope,
Look for today cause it's LIFE.
Now's the 4th year le still no sound no music of her just keep hoping that she will saw this and come to me...
Days' and days' of waiting it's like killing me already...